Surviving in a devastating world!

Grinning, grinning sea laughing 
swallowing up the town 
while I'm crying

Trapped upon a a precarious land
devastated while defeating a clown
our lives are in chaos
opening a book that has miserable stories
I feel stupor
I feel exhausted
what happens when I'm deserted? 

During the night
I think about my parents
crying in bed 
like a sobbing lizard

The salty water has woken up my cries
lying in the chair
while breathing the gorgeous air
nobody can see me 
nobody can look at me 
What happens when I care about my parents?

SURVIVING IN A GLOOMY WORLD
IS TERRIBLE...